Pumpkin Wings

Great, I’ve been neglecting the blog again!

School started two weeks ago, I’d like to say I’ve been too busy with that to update here, but that’s really not true. Rather, it’s given me quite some stuff to write about, but I’m too lazy as usual. I’m really just writing this because I was gonna update my BJD wishlist, and realized that was the last thing I posted here, so I figured I really needed to write a new post as well.

Short update about school so far.. I’ve been there every day, every lesson, not even late once so far. I’ve got a cold, and I’ve had it since THURSDAY last week. Last weekend I barely got out of bed on Saturday, and on Sunday I was so ill I coughed blood, but yet I got up at 6:30 on Monday to go to school. I’m really determined to make it this year, because I’m sick of dropping out as I’ve done the last FOUR fucking years, and I really want to move on and study more interesting stuff. My classmates are as retarded as usual, but there’s this incredibly pretty guy in the class below me who I’ve been stalking since the very first day. (Very discreetly, mind you.) I’ll have to try to talk to him sometime and see if he’s nice. I believe he’s the second prettiest guy I’ve ever seen.

On that topic, not having a boyfriend is bad for me. It’s not so much me feeling lonely without one as me having crushes on all kinds of random people when I don’t have someone to stick to. I’m currently trying to make up my mind about who out of four guys I actually want to go for, because even if I kinda doubt either of them likes me, it’s just wrong to actually start hitting on more than one person at once. What the hell would I do if I was hitting on two guys and then both turned out to fancy me too? It’s not likely to happen, but definitely possible, and would definitely suck for everyone.

I’m mainly posting this as a reminder for myself, but I thought I’d share it. I’m interested in getting a couple of BJDs, so here’s a list of the ones I want, and the prices. Might be updated in the future. If anything exciting happens, like I actually buy one of them, that’ll most certainly get its own post, so no need to look back at this. Oh, and I know Pullips generally aren’t considered *real* BJDs, but I’m putting that here anyway.

Edit:
As of September 13, the list can be found in the left-hand menu. It was getting annoyingly long for a regular blog post.

I did something the other day that I never thought I would do. I ordered eyeshadows. I have never worn make-up in my life before, except when dressing up. I always took some kind of pride in it, and buying eyeshadows took months of contamplating before I decided to really do it. This probably sounds insane, I know, but yeah. I’m 20, and I never wore make-up, so for me it IS a big deal. There are really two very simple main reasons why I never did it before. 1. I usually don’t think it looks good. 2. I’m way too lazy to put it on anyway. I probably won’t go farther than adding coloured eyeshadow, at least not in a long while. I don’t even know if I’ll like it when I try it. But I do feel that with my usually extremely colourful clothes, my face gets kind of left out. I never felt that way when I had my simpler, “typical metal guy” look.

When the eyeshadows have arrived and I’ve had a while to try them out I’ll probably post a review or something. I have yet to write that review on my pStyle, I know, I’ll get to it. I can say right here and now though that it’s awesome.

Back from London since a bit more than a week. I was gonna write about the trip more in depth here, but I’ve been unusually depressed ever since I got back, and now it seems kinda pointless. I might make some separate entries about separate stuff I did later, we’ll see.

So yeah, as I said, I’ve been horribly depressed the last week. I’m a bit better now, hoping to stay better. Yesterday was my birthday, it was OK. Nothing spectacular, but hey, it never is. My grandparents came over for lunch and cake, and that was about it. Got presents of course, though very few compared to what I usually get since my mum paid for quite a lot of stuff in London and told me to consider that early birthday gifts. Works for me. Oh, and I sound fucking ungrateful, I know. Anyway I did get a gold necklace since it was my 20th birthday. Mum and my grandparents bought it together - mum bought the pendant and my grandparents bought the chain. I’m generally not fond of gold jewellery, but this works as it’s not a pendant made of pure gold, but mainly stones. (Topaz, amethyst and aquamarine to be exact.)

Here’s a pic of just the pendant, as I hadn’t received the chain yet when I took it:

I also got a ring, and there’s a story behind it. Apparently my grandpa gave grandma a ring long ago, with a white gem (probably a moonstone, but not confirmed), and she somehow lost it. She was very sad about it, so grandpa bought her a new ring, with an aquamarine. One day when my mum was around 4-5, she was playing with grandma’s gloves, and the new ring fell out. It had gotten caught in the glove when grandma took it off. Grandma promised mum that she would give her the ring when she was older, and when mum was around 12 she got it. Now the ring is too small for mum, so yesterday she gave it to me. It’s really not my type of ring, and it’s almost too small for me as well, but I’ll sure keep it and treasure it, because I love when stuff wanders in the family like that.

Picture:

In other news, I’m going to get my industrial checked up on soon, probably beginning of next week. I don’t know shit about piercings, but by my own judgement it’s healing exceptionally well. I haven’t had any blood at all since I got back from London (and when I did before that, it was just minimal amounts of dried blood). It’s slightly sore, but I can sleep on it and have been able to do that for at least a week. I keep hearing that industrials should take 3-9 months to heal, and up to a year if you’re unfortunate, but I really can’t see how this is going to take 2,5 months more. I guess it has to be some stuff inside the ear that I can’t actually see, or even feel for that matter. Oh, on the subject of this, I haven’t regret cutting my hair even for a second. I thought I would regret it SO HARD for the first few weeks, but it feels awesome, even despite Simon being an ass about it. Newsflash: Since you dumped me and became a general ass, it’s none of your business.