Pumpkin Wings

Morgan arrived two days ago. I wanted to make an update about it, but Blogsome wouldn’t fucking work. I don’t have time or energy to make a proper update about him atm, but I must say that I am very pleased with him. He’s rather ugly right now because I don’t have the proper stuff to do his face-up (his eyebrows are done in pencil and are fucking RED because I didn’t have any better colour), but I’ll fix that as soon as I get around to buying some acrylic paints and a better sealant. For now he’ll just have to wear his hair unusually much in front of his face…

Today’s Vedran’s birthday. I noticed it on Facebook and considered wishing him a happy birthday, but decided against it. Not that I think any of us would actually find it bad and/or all that weird, I’m just too shy as usual. Sometimes I think it’d be nice to stay in touch with him, but I really don’t miss him as much as I miss Emil or even Tobias.

Talking about Emil, I had a small emotional outburst today, or whatever you’d call it. I still can’t get over him, and I’m starting to feel really lame about it, especially since I’ve had two other boyfriends since he left me, and actually am interested in Jack right now. The only time I’ve felt like I was actually about to get over him was the couple of weeks when mine and Tobias’ relationship was at its best. Then as soon as it started going downhill I started missing Emil again.

But ah, I can’t start rambling about that right now, I have to go to bed. Gotta get up at 8 tomorrow and catch the train to Gothenburg, where I’ll be staying with Lina for 3 days. Gonna be really nice to get away from here even if only for a few days, and of course nice to see Lina again - even if it wasn’t even a week since last time, it doesn’t happen all too often.

In other news, I’m so tired I barely know what I’m writing, which is why I try to stay brief about every subject. I hope I’m at least making sense.