Pumpkin Wings

No school until January 4. Shortest winter break ever. I’m not complaining though. I need this break to get over myself and collect my thoughts about school and some people there a bit, but I don’t think I’d want to be away much longer, school is the only place where I talk to people and while I still hate the majority of them I can hang out with more or less anyone from my class these days. Everyone’s bearable in small doses, probably even me myself. I’m going to miss Daniel like hell next semester, he’s the only one I could actually see myself hanging out with outside of school, and now he’s gone. I wish I hadn’t been so shy the first half of the semester, then I could probably had gotten to know him better.

Last day of school was last Friday. The people from first grade in the sign language part of school (half my school consists of people learning sign language) had prepared a show for us that would probably had taken a fucking HOUR. There is no way I can describe how boring their shows are and how crappy their humour is… However, after 15 minutes or so Dennis from my class had an epileptic seizure, so we all had to open the windows, leave the room and call an ambulance. After 20 minutes or so, with Dennis still laying on the floor shaking, the teachers figured we might as well end the day early outside the kitchen instead. So Dennis saved us from that damn show, I’ll have to thank him for it. It was VERY uncomfortable seeing him having a seizure though, everyone was talking about how it went straight into their spine like a knife. Dennis also happens to be one of the nicer people in my class (in my opinion, I know a lot of people can’t stand him). Some people had brought their kids who apparently got pretty traumatized, haha.

I just received two packages from Tradera (Swedish eBay, kinda) while writing this. Two shirts, one missing a button which wasn’t in the description, and one which I haven’t paid for yet and haven’t even gotten information about HOW to pay for. Seems I have two e-mails to write now..

This has been a very busy week.

Monday: My longest day, school ends 4:10. Carl and Daniel (the more annoying one which I don’t think I’ve mentioned before) asked me if I wanted to have coffee or something with them, and I figured I might as well, after all Daniel is probably getting kicked out from school soon because he’s always ill and barely ever there, and it might be nice to talk to him a bit before that. I was stupid enough to mention to him that I’d like to start doing kendo; apparently he used to do kendo some years ago, and now he’s determined to make me train with him. I’m not sure I want to see him twice a week, he’s a bit too annoying for that..
Daniel and Carl:

Tuesday: Played MapleStory the whole evening, talked with Thomas. Hadn’t played in 2 days because of server check, and they were about to have a patch on Wednesday, so yeah, had to play while it was available.

Wednesday: Jesus, this could very well have its own entry. Ima try to keep this short anyway. After school Daniel (the other one, the dude I like the best out of my classmates) made me come with him, Martina, Marion, Erik, Låtta and Pedro and “have a beer”. As anyone who knows me at all knows I don’t drink alcohol, so I had a Fanta instead (OK more like several Fanta, because everyone else felt sorry for me because I didn’t have any beer or something and kept ordering me Fanta). Of course “a beer” ended up like “a beer” always seems to end up, everyone got rather drunk, we all went to Låtta’s place and had dinner (and some more drinks, I mixed a NASTY non-alcohol one), and then went on to meet Pedro (who left the beer drinking earlier) at a pub on Södermalm. Marion had a bit too much to drink and bought nachos without paying for them, then when the pub workers came to take it back she got all pissed and well, she ended up actually paying, and thought she had paid for it four times and yeah, around midnight we decided it was time to leave. Overall it was an awesome evening.
Daniel, Erik, Martina, Pedro, Låtta, back of Marion’s head:

Thursday: The class went to Naturhistoriska Riksmuséet, a museum - should be pretty easy to figure from the name. I was pretty hyper, and me and Daniel more or less bounced around the place poking all the poor dinosaur models in the eyes. It was a really nice visit though. Being born and raised in Stockholm I’ve been there several times, with school as well as on my own, but it’s always interesting. They also had some new stuff this year. Afterwards me, Daniel, Pedro, Marion, Ulrika, Carl and Muhanned went for coffee. Marion and Muhanned went home earlier than the rest of us, who decided to go to Lagerhaus (some store with cheap but often fairly interesting stuff). We had a pretty good time pointing out ridiculous stuff I could buy Jack for Christmas (apparently my crush on him is this year’s most poorly-kept “secret”, not that I mention it to anyone but they all thought it was obvious and have been bothering me about it quite a bit this week). Seems everyone’s decided that I HAVE to ask him out before Christmas. So not happening.

Friday: Christmas lunch with school. I was still totally hyper for whatever reason and spent half the lunch building towers with people’s glasses, bottle caps, tooth picks and napkins. I was sitting with Jack, Robert and Kristoffer, so I’m sure some of the hyperness came from me being hella nervous, but it seems I managed to annoy AND amuse them. Gotta make up for that this coming week. It was a pretty nice lunch, not that the food was spectacular or anything, but me and the boys enjoyed ourselves.
Kristoffer and Robert:

When I got home MapleStory was done patching, and I’ve more or less been playing since then, the entire Saturday included. They’ve added a new job - Aran - and me and Thomas made Arans named MrsAlishar and MrAlishar. Ima play some more as soon as I’m done writing here. As I said, this has been a busy week, but a nice one. I’ve obviously spent a lot of time with my classmates, and while I wouldn’t want to do this every week, it was a nice change. I’m really going to miss Daniel a lot after Christmas (still talking about the nicer, non-kendo one). He, Pedro, Martina and Ulrika will be done with school after this semester. OK this is more than long enough now, and yet I haven’t exactly went into details. I should had made posts about all of the days on their own, but I didn’t have time.

Every day SOMEONE in school has to point out that “damn, it’s Christmas soon”. Today it was Kristoffer while he, me and Jack were waiting for our last lesson to begin. I don’t really know how I feel about Christmas this year. I don’t have any boyfriend to buy presents for, and no dad, I’ve had both of those the last three years. (Counting Tobias as my boyfriend last Christmas, though he was more of something undefinable.) I dunno how much it actually bothers me, it just feels weird. I enjoy looking for presents for boyfriends - or making them presents. Emil got a LOT of weird-ass random gifts all the time, and Tobias got some too of course. Buying for friends is fun as well, but really not the same thing.

My dad is so fucked up. He’s made very clear that he doesn’t want to hear from or about me, but a few days ago he called mum and asked her to ask me if I knew how to contact Ian Haugland, because some woman he knows needed to do that, and he remembered I’d sent Ian a birthday wish by e-mail some years ago. Oh, so NOW I’m useful, eh?

Bah, I don’t even know what I wanted to say, just felt like updating. This blog is so useless, yet I somehow enjoy running it. I wish I had more than, like, two readers however, but I really don’t know who else would be interested. I need to write more interesting stuff..